Nothing is, maybe, deeper than the conscience where we are to be mutilated in our feelings, but still stripped our more beautiful images whose doves offered to the rest of the world. Also odious and ridiculous. But among those, from which I suffer more, is to see disguising what I loved more. And this image of this woman which they took from the best of my thoughts to give her the exhibitionist figure that they impose. I may need the force of my all spontaneous feelings to keep her youth and her attractions to date on my heart.

Sometimes, I think that this form of love is not the maid, because in somewhere on the egoistic features of my behavior, I am curiously jealous, for them this woman is a property of their proven behaviors of constraint while for me it is all the dependence. The falsest way to love?!.

Woman they say! Rather it’s right a passion which they would her be: beauty of her flesh, sensuality that she undertake, taboos which she breaks, her dared behavior, her ( fake ) indifferent manner, her coarseness coated with softness, as if that a fool came to whisper in my ear that the art of the words were invented to give the sufferings to the world.

There, I want well that they feel this difference, I see differently this woman, this most beautiful adventure that a man could live, a destiny, the largest stake of the heart, an arena where the man fights against the world of rough, the sludge where it’s done clean, a sudden passion made of need and spite, one moment of extreme feelings disorder, the prolongation of my heart, the black sheep with three heads of which I am afraid, the eternal life.

Matt Pond PA – Taught to Look Away (mp3)

Sufjan Stevens – The Dress Look Nice On You [Live] (mp3)

Johnny Cash – Solitary Man (mp3)

Wilco – What Light (mp3)

France Gall – Les Sucettes (mp3)